i was angry awhile ago
i was sad and frustrated with where i am now
i was dejected and demoralised,
afraid to be the instigator of unwelcome change
saturday is a day of clashes,
i may not have the guts
i don't want all this
i didn't ask for it
yes, this is a self-pitying lament
no big deal
can i leave the building now?

that was then, i'm now at a loss for words and
emotions
(whine)

SONG FOR A MOOD
Door/Men - Rene Liu. Where things begin, where things come to an end. From one of my all-time favourite albums, the Door is a song about departures. Or rather, the departure of a man from a child's life, a wife's life. I always feel sad but also a tiny part of my heart feels hard and numb, cold even. That is me sometimes.